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I want to feel your arms around me,
To save me.
I want to feel your kiss,
In my heaven's bliss.
I want to save you from the pain,
Kissing you in the rain.
When you frown,
It gets me down.
I love to see your smile,
that makes me go for miles.
I'm too shy,
but I want to fly.
I love you so much,
I want to feel your touch.
I lied,
I want to be by your side.
It's not ment to be,
you and me.
Mon, Mar. 13th, 2006, 02:33 pm
Hey Mom, I know you read my LJ just letting you know that I know..... so before you find out I'll tell you I slept with 5 guys and 3 girls last week and I killed a guy for stealing my drugs (Just incase the cops come over today.) Well I just thought I should let you know ahead of time. ~hahahaha~
guess what?! I have head lice lucky me!!!! ugh!!! I haven't had head lice FOREVER! I had a "gut feeling" I was going to have head lice soon and look at this I had it today and I found outy this morning when I got to school. FUCK I WOULD RATHER BE SICK!!! I HATE HEAD LICE!!!! bugs *shudders*....living in my hair... *Shudders* Yea I would SOOO rather be sick.
Mon, Mar. 6th, 2006, 04:14 pm
ugh
I'm not in a good mood right now. I'm sitting at the library on the computer as you can tell and I'm not feeling too happy. ugh, Kelsey hasn't showed up the last couple times withoput telling me; and I'm tiffed with her about that. I'm not really talking to anyone and I have to wait for an hour to get on the bus and about 25 more minutes to get home. ugh. Aaron logged off and I have no on e really to talk to my 'shrink' isn't on so I'm resorting to writing in here. ugh I'm not in the chatting mood.
Okay, Welcome to one of my MANY rants! Let’s get started! Okay this is to all the ladies out there! When you ask your boyfriend “Does this make my butt look fat??” and they reply with a yes don’t go off on them! Think of it like this! He’s being honest do you want a lying, backstabbing bastard?! I didn’t think so. Okay and if they say no but everyone think it does, he either cares about your feelings or he wants to save himself the trouble of getting his ass kicked; and if hasn’t broke up with you for having ‘a big butt’ (which MOST guys like) then shut your mouth, because he either 1.) Wants to get in your pants, or 2.) He really likes you for who YOU are! Don’t brake up with a guy because of what he thinks about your butt; and if you fought before about your butt I bet that was a pretty stupid fight. There are REAL men out there that care and when you fight with then about stupid things they can only take so much before they brake and LEAVE YOU! But if they REALLY care for you they will stay around even if you fight ALL the ‘effing time! Oh and I bet it isn’t the pants that make your butt look big it’s probably your ass. This part is going to come from ME about something that’s be bugging me and how I feel about what this person said. Okay I hate when friends (I’m talking about the girls, well some of them.) and say shit about one of MY guy friends; which gets me pissed off; and then says something about me liking him and that we’d be a ‘good couple’ together. I don’t go out with friends and grasping at straws to see who I like and it being one of my friends pisses me off to NO END! There IS a REASON I DON’T go out with friends, because the friendship would NEVER e the same again and sometimes braking up means that the friendship that was there is gone. There are more reasons but I don’t want to share that. Oh and back to the dating thing real fast on the previous paragraph; Just because a girl is flirting with YOUR boyfriend doesn’t mean HE is, because guys can be stupid in SOO many ways. So don’t be pissy with him be pissy with her because he is YOUR boyfriend NOT hers. Well that’s the end of this rant and guys don’t think this is it, yours is coming up next!
Fri, Feb. 17th, 2006, 11:13 am
YAY!!!!!!
I've got a BF!!!! and he's REALLY nice!!!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!
Thu, Jan. 26th, 2006, 08:21 am
YAY!
I did the rest of my hair yesterday!!!! YAY!!! so now my bangs are purple... but the camra is making them turn blue.... hahahahahahahaha.... anywho I'll get the pics up... along with the pics I took at school... I brought my camra to school to take pictures of my friends... they didn't make that easy! I had to stalk most of them all day to get a good pic! anywho I'll put pics up later.... I have to go before I miss the bus.
Mon, Jan. 23rd, 2006, 03:15 pm
Late at night, deep in the woods; A girl weeps tears of great sadness, For in her arms is a boy; cuts and bruises all over his body. His body cold to the touch, His chest not moving at all, his eyes closed as if he were sleeping. The girl cries for this boy, For this boy was the only one that noticed her and loved her. Minutes later the wind picks up, nipping at her tear stained face. She raises her head, glaring with dread. For she softened her heart and let someone in; Now look where she is… Heartbroken, holing the only one she ever loved in her arms, While he lays there so hollow and cold. She was happy then, when she felt like she belonged. Now times have changed. She hardens her soul, For kind to cold, Because she was left behind, To be put in a world that doesn’t care about her or anyone but themselves; But still she won’t forget the times she had with him and will go on for her… love. She will find the one that did this and kill ‘em. Wiping the few tear away from her face, Kissing her loved one, one last time as her last tear she would ever cry again, Slowly slid down her face, hit the bloodied ground with a splash. (End scene with her closing her eyes, then darkness.) ~Akasha (I wrote this at home, for a assignment... I couldn't get this out of my head so I decided to write it for the assignment I had. I think it came out weel ^-^)
Drip…Drip... Her problem’s fading away… Drip… Drip… All her pain fades away… Drip-drip… Drip-drip… Time has run out, holding in her problems has backfired… Drip-drip…Drip-drip… If only someone asked what was wrong and cared about it… Drip… Drip-drip… Drip… Well… Let’s just say she wouldn’t be here… Fading away, with her bloody knife. Drip-drip… Drip… She’s not afraid anymore… Drip…Drip-drip… Drip… Drip… … She told me to tell you….. … Drip… Drip-drip… Drip… … “Good-bye”… … Drip.
Sun, Jan. 15th, 2006, 04:56 pm
Quiz/Survey
| The Best Myspace Survey | | * . . About You . . * | | Eye Color:: | right now..... yellow, green and blue | | Hair Color:: | ummm.... right now... it's faded black and bleached bangs. | | Height:: | 5'8"ish | | Favorite Color:: | Black, Blood red, Silver and Blue | | Screen Name:: | on what? | | Favorite Band:: | AH!!!! TOO MANY TO CHOOSE FROM!!! | | Favorite Movie:: | Don't really have a favorite movie... but favorite movie tyoe would be HORROR! | | Favorite Show:: | ........ I have more then one and too many to list.... Supernatrual, 24, CSI, SVU, cold case files, etc. | | Your Car:: | Don't have one. | | Your Hometown:: | ...... | | Your Present Town:: | ........ | | Your Crushes First Name:: | Not answering that. | | Your Grade:: | Freshmen | | Your Style:: | ummm.... depends | | * . . Have You Ever . . * | | Sat on your rooftop?: | yes | | Kissed someone in the rain?: | no. | | Danced in a public place?: | yes | | Smiled for no reason?: | yes | | Laughed so hard you cried?: | yes | | Peed your pants after age 8?: | ..... can't remember... | | Written a song?: | no | | Sang to someone for no reason?: | no | | Performed on a stage?: | yes | | Talked to someone you don't know?: | yes | | Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: | yes | | Made out in a theatre?: | no | | Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: | not really | | Been in love?: | ..... | | * . . Who was the last person to . . * | | Say HI to you?: | Nikki | | Tell you, I love you?: | ......... | | Kiss you?: | HAHAHAHAHA | | Hug you?: | .......... | | Tell you BYE?: | Aaron | | Write you a note?: | Skye | | Take your photo?: | Haley | | Call your cell phone?: | What cell phone....? When I get one of those? | | Buy you something?: | Me | | Go with you to the movies?: | Kelsey | | Sing to you?: | I don't remember | | Write a poem about you?: | a friend | | Text message you?: | O.o | | Touch you?: | in what way??? LOL | | * . . What's the last . . * | | Time you laughed?: | When I was in my room loseing it..... (Thinks: never had it.) | | Time you cried?: | ........ good question because I don't have the answer! | | Movie you watched?: | Underworld. | | Joke you told?: | .......... Can't remember... | | Song you've sang?: | in my room alone talking to myself.... LOL | | Time you've looked at the clock?: | 5mins ago | | Drink you've had?: | ...... | | Number you've dialed?: | 0 | | Book you've read?: | Manga.... and it was death note 1 | | Food you've eaten?: | Smokies | | Flavor of gum chewed?: | Mint | | Shoes you've worn?: | Converse | | Store you've been in?: | Red, white and Blue | | Thing you've said?: | ..... HAHAHAHA | | * . . Can You . . * | | Write with both hands?: | Not really | | Whistle?: | yes | | Blow a bubble?: | yes | | Roll your tounge in a circle?: | yes | | Cross your eyes?: | yes | | Touch your tounge to your nose?: | Smartass way | | Dance?: | ehhhh | | Gleek?: | ehhhhh | | Stay up a whole night without sleep?: | yea | | Speak a different language?: | yea, Gibberish | | Impersonate someone?: | yes | | Prank call people?: | yes | | Make a card pyramid?: | sorta | | Cook anything?: | yea | | * . . Finish The Line . . * | | If i were a ...: | Dragon | | I wish ...: | .... not finishing..... | | So many people don't know that ...: | well if I type this then they would know | | I am ...: | insane | | My heart is ...: | ummmmmm..... DOH | Take this survey | Find more surveys
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Fri, Jan. 13th, 2006, 08:24 pm
HI!!!!!
Hey everyone this is my first journal entry if you haven't noticed :P.... anywho YAY!!! It's friday the 13th ^-^!!! ~Akasha
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